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Okay- Chaclon does not need ppl like you- He has friends like Chackle, Chasupi...


Chaclon ID:018817 2007/12/14 17:47:36
...Channa, Chapata, Chaima, Charuka, Chahura, Chapuwa

Well. . .


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/14 19:06:14
As far as I'm concerned, (not that it matters to you or anyone else of importance for that matter)anyone who seeks recognition for anything, wether they're riding someone elses thunder or not, are most likely seeking it for all the wrong reasons.

The ages of legends are gone.

To leave an impact on this world, something a little more profound than knowing a few tricks about an old game is required.

Do you remember Achiles?

How about Genghis Khan (Temuljin)

Adolph Hitler

George washington

Gahndi?

Here's one. . .

Do you remember your great great grandparrents?

Point made.

And as for war heros, those are a dime a dozen now that war is our livelyhood.

I don't know who died in the gulf war. . . There were no Odyseus' in the gulf war. . .
No Paris or Hector.
No Hannibals or Atillas.

Think of that recognition. Greatness is a dead concept. Your great grandkids won't remember you either.

The most anyone could hope to expect. . .


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/14 19:17:42
is friendship. And that's achieved through acts of a selfless nature for your fellows. Personaly i have no use for friends (Glorified enemies who know the best place to stuff a knife into you, while waiting for the chance).

Besides. . . If you're looking for a friend, the net is the wrong place to do so.

These are conditional friends. If those conditions are met and the exerted ammount of their own "friendship" is kept to a minimum, sure. . . You'll have yourself a chat buddy.

But who's going to whipe the blood from your eyes when you fall on your face.
Who's going to wake you up when the demons invade your dreams.
Most of all. . . Who's going to be there to save you from yourself when you're looking down the barrel of a gun?

In the end, all you have is yourself.

Want to be recognized?
Find someone to do it who looks at you every day. Someone who would be able to rescue you if you were in need of it.

And above all DON'T ask me.

I hate most of you, and only dislike the rest.

My only joy is in revealing the unbearable realizations that our lives are really insignificant.

That and Distilled Spirits.

Unless you develope the teleporter


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/14 19:20:14
or a way to manipulate quantum mechanics

you're going to fade into the backlight like every other poor fool on this earth.

In any case. . .


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/14 19:28:29
Since none of us could expect to be recognized other than by our deeds today, by a fading memory that will forget in a decade. . .
The most any of us could do is die well.
A good death is one hastened by struggle, and sacrafice in the name of something one believes in.

I can't even hope for that much, because the only things I ever believed in have abandoned me long, long ago.

Want to know something odd?


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/14 19:34:49
The more time wasted trying to be recognized, the less time spent on simply living.

And that is not an unlimited resource.

compared to most, it's quite finite.
The day you understand that you -will- die, is the day you lose your childhood innocence, wether you're 10 years old, or 50.

The day that you understand there's almost NO chance that you will make an impact, and give up on the idea of fighting fate. . .
That's the day you are ready for the inevitability of your last breath.

This is nothing more than one of many ways


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/14 19:37:54
to occupy ones time. Someone like me is simply here to make the time pass. I've accepted my fate, and you should learn to as well.

So stop trying to gain peoples recognition.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/14 19:41:59
For a person to be truely reverent towards you, they need to be doing it because you are who you are. not because of what you've done, gained, or given, but because you're the type of person they can befriend. And if you're not, don't try to be.
It's a huge waste of energy.

And to be honest. . .


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/14 19:49:38
That's why I can tollerate DCD more than some.
You can tell a lot about a person through their words, and through their art.

I've come to the conclusion that DCD isn't capable of doing harm in the same ways that most humans are.

Wether DCD was a boy or a girl makes no difference (BLACK LADY).
. . .
I find it easy to tollerate DCD simply because they do seem to have some sense of loss and suffering, as well as empathy.
Someone empathetic, who knows pain, can recognise it when it is swimming under the surface.
Those people are the ones whom I feel safest arround.

"womanz" or not.
and don't be so blatantly homosexual. I never said i wanted to shag your precious DCD black lady.
I simply said I trust her more than the rest of you.
Besides.
I like Sally.
And often wonder how Jack could be so dense.

So. . .


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/14 19:52:01
Instead of trying to assert some sence (wether intended or not) of dominance over the gregarious masses. . .
Go sharpen your fangs on a porkchop bone or something.

Gregarious? That's an odd choice of adjective...


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/15 06:33:54
I would have gone with Homogenous or torpid or something.

Well as you know. . .


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 13:30:38
Gregarious is making reference to the flocking and leading of sheep by a shepherd. Would not the same manipulated course of herding be considered gregarian even if applied to lemmings?

I suppose taken in the context of the greek root...


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/17 14:36:49
it is an applicable adjective, but the modern connotation is rather too positive for the meaning you were trying to convey. And Lemmings really aren't as stupidly suicidal as common mythos makes them out to be. They've been known to run along cliff edges, leading to deaths of the ones on the outermost fringes of the herd, but they don't actually run directly over them.

Re: And to be honest. . .


Black Lady ID:015115 2007/12/16 06:33:01
I have to say, I had to laugh at this post just because you're so "blatantly" wrong. :P
You don't know me and you never will know me, thus I'd advise you not to pretend that you do. Okay? <3

Noted.. and filed in the proper garbage bin.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 00:41:39

Re: Noted.. and filed in the proper garbage bin.


Black Lady ID:015115 2007/12/17 00:46:39
You live in a garbage bin? =O How do you get internet service?

again.. noted and discarded.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 00:56:36
How's that working out for you? Being a filure at attempting to sting someone.
And you wonder -why- I loathe most to all human beings.
Civility and common courtesy are lost concepts to you.

(subnote)


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 00:58:16
try chewing on a piece of hog fat. It probably tastes better than my tetual ass which you seem to be chewing on so eagerly.

(seconary subnote)


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 01:01:46
I knew if i ha revealed too much I would become the target of the starving obese. Why I had done so is beyond me.
However. . .
I'm not fond of anyone who thinks themselves to be my self appointed executioner.
Test me not.
You won't like the worms in this can, I assure you.

Re: again.. noted and discarded.


Black Lady ID:015115 2007/12/17 01:13:33
Excuse me? A "filure"? XD
Apparently civility and courtesy are lost on you too. =P

Oh, and just to add, I never cared whether you love or hate other people, including myself. Why would I? Like I said, you don't know me, and I don't know you. <3

I wanted to.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 01:15:01
However lost that cause was.

Re: I wanted to.


Black Lady ID:015115 2007/12/17 01:18:44
Yeah, you sure did, attacking me every time I crack a joke. n_n

At my expense.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 01:25:37
and not every time.
only that one.

Don't take it personally, it's my fault for not being here to be a target.


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/17 14:59:21

Re: Don't take it personally, it's my fault for not being here to be a target.


Black Lady ID:015115 2007/12/18 05:19:07
Shut up, Mokuba. >:C

Rethink your strategy of self defense.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 01:26:06

And I wasn't always like this.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 01:24:42
Alienation is a powerful thing. However itisn't the only factor But i'm certain you do not care to read my whinings, s i'll siplify by saying, i've met a hundred people like you. And every one of them has offended me in some way, then blamed me for being this way with them. Sees no one else could see the folly in that either, for there are always fifty or so people who are more than willing, but eager to jump in to ones defense wether right or wrong, the chance to "try" to beat someone bloody and remove their genitals (metaphorical to the behaviour of chimpanzes).

Everyone wants to be a part of the mob who hunts the monster.
The same monste that never asked to be created.
The same who, when given the chance, showed nothing but kindness to a little girl and an old blind man.
I'd have stood by Victors monster. Can you honestly say the same?

No small wonder that the monster hated.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 01:32:15

Re: And I wasn't always like this.


Black Lady ID:015115 2007/12/17 01:45:34
I've said it before and I'll say it again: You don't know me. If I'm judging you, pardon me, it's all I can do since it's what you've done to me with every post you've made towards me. You've jumped at me every chance you've gotten, and somehow that's my damn fault, isn't it? Yeah, curse me, it's all my fault because god forbid that you're wrong about anything. Stop trying to pretend that you're the poor innocent victim in a world where nobody cares about you. You're making everyone and their grandmother out to be your enemy. I assure you that no one cares about you that much.

Every post in rebuttal to your insult


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 01:47:15

Re: Every post in rebuttal to your insult


Black Lady ID:015115 2007/12/17 01:49:10
Dude, if you're constantly taking my posts as insults, all that tells me is that you haven't been on the internet long enough. :D

not constantly. just that one.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 02:03:44
Because i post on your posts is irrelevant to the fact. you are doing it to me just as well, and all stemming from one incident.
Is each post an isolated incident? no. It' a composition of posts dirrected at the perpetrator of one act. You're doing the same thing, yet you fail to realize it.

Re: not constantly. just that one.


Black Lady ID:015115 2007/12/17 02:09:48
Awwww, poor baby. Stop getting so butthurt over such petty matters and loosen up a little.

I assume. . .


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 02:11:48
That's your way of negotiating a cease-fire.
If so, I would concede to it.

Re: I assume. . .


Black Lady ID:015115 2007/12/17 02:13:04
All I'm doing is giving you a little friendly advice. <3

With no ill will.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 02:13:12
I'm easy to getalong with as long as you don't insult me in one or two areas. I don't care what you do as long as you don't jab a knife into the sore spots.

I've been known to have uncommon loyalties to friendly aquaintances.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 02:15:30
also bear that in mind and if it appeals to your less (go for the jugular) side. . . Then by all means. just don't go for the jugular next time pls.

Re: I've been known to have uncommon loyalties to friendly aquaintances.


Black Lady ID:015115 2007/12/17 02:19:14
If we don't know each other, then logically I don't know if what I say will offend you or not.

How would we remedy this then?


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 02:26:29
I cant very well mention such things in plain view of the masses. I'd be in for a constant battle to keep my composure.
How about an agreement.

If I find offense to something (which consists to one or two subjects as previously stated) I'll simply mention low blows.
And if I transgress in an area you seem sensitive about, then let me know.

And if it's such a thing, to know me as a person, i have nothing to hide from genuine curiosity. Ask anything. But be warned. I rant at times on subjects that genuinely irritate me (one or two).

Besides. . . people like you are my kryptonite.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 02:42:55
Any time i get into an argument with someone I wanted to befriend (which happens quite often) i find myself losing touch with my emotions. A guy I used to know left me drained for nearly 3 months. He's dead now. . . not because of the argument mind you. we became goodfriends after i had conceded the point and recovered from the ordeal. I don't know if you've ever been devoid of emotional response.. but it happens to me frequently. seems like it just shuts off after a while of overuse.

Re: Besides. . . people like you are my kryptonite.


Black Lady ID:015115 2007/12/17 02:54:38
Arguing with someone isn't the best way to befriend them, no.
Oh, I know full well what it's like to be "drained of emotional response" as you put it.. happens quite often when someone picks a fight with me.

Kindered in that respect then.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 03:31:25
It's not ust fights though. If i watch a program on television that causes things to well up in me, that's just as effective. In some cases i cant watch happy movies because the welling joy causes physical pain. Real, manifest pressure in my muscles. it's as though i'm imploding whenever an influx of anything remotely emotional affects me.

And if it comes to a head, and bursts, i end up acting like a ghost for days. ant in bad cases, months. However much Brian made me shut down, he was a loyal friend. . . I just wish he had better luck with relationships than I did.. maybe then he'd still be alive. he was the type of guy who went arround trying to save the world That's why we argued. he'd give a guy the shirt off his back even if that guy had stuck a knife in him beforehand. e wre a lot alike at one time. . . But you know.. No good deed goes unpunnished. And i was tired of ungratefull saps turning arround to stab me in the back after I had handed them a chance to make things right in their own world. He had hope, however. something i gave up. When he finally lost it though.. it killed him. I wish it were me at times. This doomed world would better benefit from someone like him. I tried to take his place in that part of the devine plan, but I just.. can't seem to find it in my heart to help creatures who are capable of causig as much damage as has been inflicted on myself and on Brian.

Although I have found one remedy that helps with EmoMeltdown


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 05:13:59
for me anyhow.
I'd share my findings if asked. but for now, i'm going to slide.

also the abnormal ammount of typos in recent posts can be attributed to the fact that my new browser sucks ass.

Yeah, I'm to blame for that. One of the people anyway.


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/17 15:10:28

See, this is one of those times where knowing us is helpful...


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/17 15:14:33
The ammount of time she spends making fun of you is roughly proportional to how much she likes you.

She's got a point though...


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/17 15:19:24
You can consider everyone to be an enemy, but I by and large none of them consider you at all. When it's up to you to name the relationship, picking 'enemy' is generally not the best for your peace of mind. Sure, it means no nasty surprises, but even when you're pleasantly surprised you start looking for ulterior motives. You can get by that way, but even you have to admit it's not great for your emotional stability.

Noted.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/18 04:28:47
However, the damage already inflicted to my emotional persona was far greater than any strain i could put on it myself. Have you ever loved someone with all your heart for nearly a decade, knowing she's a lieing whore, that she's cheating her ass off, and the only thing you get out of it is 6-8 promising words per week. Still remain devoted to the possibility of being there to pick up the pieces if she falls apart, even while she's with another guy, having babies and whatnot...

Can you imagine a girl so fucked up that she loves you, but can't be with you because she's with someone else. Someone who occasionally leaves her because she has a habbit of calling your name in the sack with him (though oddly enough i never slept with her). All of this because you -=GAVE your WORD-.
It was only recently that i had severed ties with her.

And that is but one of many mistakes.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/18 04:31:13

Re: And that is but one of many mistakes.


Kirby ID:013661 2007/12/18 13:20:26
Same thing happen to me actually in high school, that's why I've been single for a long time now. She broke me down right before prom and I ended up without anyone else there.

Actually, yes, I have experienced something of the sort...


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/18 13:07:33
although it's only been going on for a couple of years and I've got the mixed messages without the cheating.

Not just being there


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/18 16:00:18
not just out of objectiveness or hope. no no no.
I knew about everything rotten from the start. I gave my word. And to this day i'm still unable to love another. i've tried and failed a dozen times. . . (likely 14)
But through all the torment. through all the dissapointment and jealousy. . . I didn't remain hers because I didn't know, or only suspected.
I did so because i gave my word. And were circumstances different, that word would have lasted till my death.
She was the first one i let into my heart.
She also, was the last.
And to be honest. . . If she wouldn't have spared me (and she did do this, quite mercifuly) by saying it was too much, that I would be such an angel when she didn't deserve a kind word. That's all i had to give, was kind words.
She pushed me away, finally, by forcing me to blame her for everything through some drastic means. I shortly thereafter forgave and walked away. But from the time i met her, till only recently. . . Unconditionally, and unyeildingly, i was devoted to her. Though I had to stand afar and watch from a distance. . . Whenever she fell, i was there, and helped her to her feet, only to walk away again.
She is 40% of the reason i dislike anything australian. It -all- makes me see her face. It's only recently i've stopped dreaming alltogether. When i did, I couldn't sleep because it was of her. I -made- her my life. 150%. That's the only way i've ever known how to love. Without hinges, conditions, or boundaries. I gave till it hurt, then more, and more. . . I'd have done anything -anything- she asked me. no matter how odd, trivial, or monumentally impossible. I would at least attempt it. She never asked me for a thing. . . She only told me she loved me 6 times in the entire relationship. . . But each time, it was as though renewed vigor had coursed through me, and I was able to wait an eternity again, just to be near her. To this day, I was the Last person she ever played. I was the one to change her life. . . And -he- is the one who gets to be with her. What petty justice of the gods. . . What greivous sins I must have been conspiring in past lives. . . To have known only one way to love. . . The most devastating way imaginable. . . With all your heart and soul. That is what killed me. . . Perhaps I was the strong one between my friend and I. . . He too never understood how one could be so devoted to a pipedream. Still this old ghost remains trapped within it's corporeal cage. . . and still I wonder what I could have done to anger the gods so. . . To have such a tempest walk into my life, and destroy it thuroughly.

keep that in mind. "In response to your insult".


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 01:48:19

No,..


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/17 15:05:54
can't say for certain that I would. I'd probably be scared of him, and it would likely depend on the context in which I met him. If I thought he was attacking people I'd try to stop him. If I thought he was being attacked I'd like to think I'd help. If he was all by himself I'd probably keep my distance. The only thing I can say for certain about my responses to danger is that I'd risk my life to save a friend. That one I've tested. Thankfully the danger turned out to be a false alarm and nobody got hurt.

Re: Just live, have fun, who knows, there may not be a tomorrow


Chaclon ID:018817 2007/12/14 21:49:52
I'm not here to gain ppl's recognition- We're just
(Modified Song from City escape- only the first line)

'Fooling around, with the speed of Sound,
Got places to go, gotta follow my rainbow.
Can't stick around, have to keep moving on,
Guess what lies ahead? Only one way to find out!
Must keep on moving ahead,
No time for guessing, follow my plan instead.
Trusting in what you can't see,
Take my lead, I'll set you free.

Follow me, set me free,
Trust me and we will escape from the city.
I'll make it through, follow me.
Follow me, set me free,
Trust me and we will escape from the city.
I'll make it through, prove it to you.

Follow me!
Oh yeah!

Danger is lurking around every turn,
Trust your feelings, got to live and learn.
I know with some luck that I'll make it through,
Got no other options, only one thing to do!
I don't care what lies ahead,
No time for guessing, follow my plan instead.
Find that next stage, no matter what that may be.
Take my lead, I'll set you free.

Follow me, set me free,
Trust me and we will escape from the city.
I'll make it through, follow me.
Follow me, set me free,
Trust me and we will escape from the city.
I'll make it through, prove it to you.

Follow me!
Follow me!

I'll make it through, oh yeah!

Re: Did you like that above post with the 'City Escape' Song in it?


Chaclon ID:018817 2007/12/14 21:51:54
If you haven't read it, click on it, sing the lyrics to yourself as you imagine the tune in your head

Or the day you tell fate to fuck off and try anyway...


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/15 06:31:43
Not everyone gives up on "Almost none". Some simply don't care to be stopped by something so trivial.

Re: Or the day you tell fate to fuck off and try anyway...


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 01:39:33
I can see how you would dump "Black Lady"

Re: Or the day you tell fate to fuck off and try anyway...


Black Lady ID:015115 2007/12/17 01:44:56
XD

'Twas rather the other way around. I wasn't good enough for HER. ;_;


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/17 14:57:29

I beg to differ...


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/15 06:43:26
I've made several friends online, and I don't think of them as different from my other friends, although that's partly a product of college having spread us all over the country, so practically ALL my communication takes place online, save with the new friends I made at college. And while they may not be here to pick me personally if I fall down, they don't have to. I have the motivation to get my own ass off the ground, and if I didn't the existence of people who care is much more than adequate to give it to me.
And that realization isn't so terribly crushing, at least not once you realize there's an amedment. Our lives have no INHERENT signficance.

Re: I beg to differ...


Black Lady ID:015115 2007/12/16 04:43:44
It reminds of this story I read in the Bible before I ripped it out and wiped my ass with it (I use Bible pages when I'm out of toilet paper). It was about the dude on the beach and starfish. How all the starfish washed up onto the shore and were dying, and the dude starts picking them up and throwing them back into the water and says to the non-believer "I made a difference to that one" or something. At least, that's what I think it said.

That wasn't from the bible. You have no idea what you're talking about, do you?


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/16 11:32:29

Re: That wasn't from the bible. You have no idea what you're talking about, do you?


Black Lady ID:015115 2007/12/17 00:48:37
Yes it was. The voices in my head (God) told me it was so.

You saw it on a motivational poster. I've seen the same one.


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/17 14:41:00

Never read that in the bible.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 00:39:55
Have however seen it on a show starring eddy murphy

I point of fact there probably wasn't an Odysseus...


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/15 06:24:04
in the trojan war either, and you can still be president, in which case at least the people who take AP history will know who you are.

Re: Well. . .


Kirby ID:013661 2007/12/17 09:41:58
Oh so you perceive recognition as something being done on a larger/global scale eh...?

Not everyone will place such a higher value on recognition as you do and I don't see why it's wrong to do it either.

Re: Well. . .


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 13:08:20
Recognition in a sense that you seem to not understand.
What point is there in life, save to reproduce the same wretched spawn that we've been fed our whole lives, die and be forgotten? To perpetuate the same mediocrity that we were born into?
Simply put, all there is to do is grow, breed, and die. Making those arround you happy is an act in futility, for when they die, those acts of kindness are lost on them. Perpetuating an already plague-like species also seems an act of futility.
But to make a mark.. to leave a Scar on this blasphemous and decadent world. . . Would that not be something of value?
Would it not be something to better mankind if we were all to make huge impact tremors. . . To shake the earth and change it before it's too late. To change this perception of normalsy or at least leave a large spraypaint tag on it's large, institutionaly sanitary walls.

Think for a moment.. do you want to live to an old age and die as an unknown statistic. . . Or do you want to reshape the worlds destiny for your childrens sake?

and if not for their sake. . .


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/17 13:25:55
Then for the sake of mine. Or giga-Z's. Or for Chaclat or Kalgon or whatever he calls himself's spawns. Or Anyone elses who might matter to you.

This world is dieing. It's denizens are being suffocated by their own heaps fecal matter. We kill ourselves for the sake of living in a moment, or indulging our own twisted fantasies (which were inspired by our own indulgance and our complacency, which is in effect because the world is no longer the wilderness our forebearers were born to).

Can you honestly tell me that you're content being one of the flock of mindless lemmings running for the edge of the cliff simply because the rest are doing the same as you, and following the little furry ass in front of them?

By not wanting to impact the world, and change the perception of the mob (not mafia. . . The collective consumer base), if even in something that seems so trivial as Love, Sex, and Child rearing, you fail to see the bigger picture of our impending doom just arround the corner. And i'm not some wackadoo standing on a corner in a T shirt marked with a sharpie that says (the end is neigh). I am an intelligent, well informed individual who not only studdies Theology, but has a large number of elderly folks with degrees in multiple fields of philosophy and theology, in his family.

Years of experience backed by brilliant minds. I could never hope to compete, but from the compilation of the collective information well, one must look at all relevent data, and make a conclusion. My conclusion is that one must breathe. And in order to breathe, one must not be suffocated in their own propaganda. This world is nothing more than a giant television, filled with hundreds of channels of garbage.

The problem is, one can't simply -not watch-.
Don't ignore the fact that you live here, and your forefathers(and foremothers) lived here. And that your descendants will live here too. Are you so pleased with your safe haven? In a few generations will your progeny have that same haven as safety?
Will they have Anything from you except your poor genetic quirks? (not insulting. just stating fact that genetic disorders are more commonly passed along than genetic material of a more helpful nature.)

What are you leaving behind for those whom you've doomed to walk this wasteland of prejudice and frigility, by breeding a litter of your own?

I'm here now because my Great,great,great,great! Grandfather decided to raise a family.
That's -all- he did. I never asked to be born, but i've asked countless times for death. Can you forsee that in your future descendants? Does it even bother you to bring someone into a world this fucked up?

Food for your brain.

Re: and if not for their sake. . .


Kirby ID:013661 2007/12/17 16:11:51
I see what you're saying...

You're actually feeding me the same flock in some sense my family or any of my peers have expected me to become. They expected so much of me because I had an eye seeing the uncanny, for being such an unusual person, for not doing activities normal children didn't. My parents just kept pushing me to be different, study, go to private schooling than my older siblings after seeing me as a potential philosophical hope for my family's generation. I was suppose to be a failed attempt at human life that couldn't thrive on normality as doctors said the day I came to life. Fast forward a little bit before the present and then you have my family regretting the lost of my social path. They're still proud that I've become such an independent person who follows the path of differentiating from mainstream but they didn't want me to push so hard from it.

I didn't think on the same basis as another would. I would always ponder so much at other people's actions while it was just practical sense in the general's view. Alienation everyday in school always left me nasty thoughts to myself everyday of exposing how badly degenerate society is today. (of course still do) Especially my high school days, I was just such a confuse piece of work that drove a lot of potential friends/lovers away. I lost my grip on reality during those time periods and thought about just giving up on anything because I lacked any true desires to go for. Having some kind of normality function in life is something I long for actually. I don't care how mediocre it is to be recognized by social standards, it's something that keeps me going strong while I can still fight society's problems to make better progress in the future once I get the intellect to make a difference.

Right now maybe I could agree with you to some extent but I realize that kind of life is pointless to me because there's no real happiness I can obtain without anyone else there to keep me going and sane. I'll continue to make a difference in my own way possible little by little.

At least we're on the same page. . .


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/18 04:35:22
That's all one could hope for.

Ever hear of the butterfly effect?...


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/17 14:44:05
Small actions can have big consequences over time. Not everybody gets to be in the spotlight.

It's not the spotlight I want.


®Prof. NohmNohmz™ ID:017807 2007/12/18 04:36:43
And as for butterflies in africa causing tsunami's in japan, it seems plausible, but not likely.

It's more of a metaphorical thing than a literal one.


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/18 13:03:44

If your friends are all chao, that's pretty sad...


Gigazubyte ID:015441 2007/12/15 06:20:37
Even sadder than me. Just ask Empress!

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